to you-wont-want-me-to-say :

if your personal message was referring to me, oh okay, it's ALL MY FAULT. im such a stupid fool to keep the promise for Jnt. lemme tell you this, its not whether its hard to change a girl's mind or what. i have my own principles & rights. so what if you're my friend? it doesnt mean i need to tell you everything. if this is so, Jnt's my friend too, so i can choose to keep the promise for him. it only irritates me when you keep asking me over & over again & when you keep you critisizing Jnt. my decision's final, so stop it. secondly, its not about whether Jnt deserves me to keep the secret for him or not. it's about me making sure i keep every promise i make. dont tell me im doing a good deed or it's a white lie or i'll be doing justice or whatever BULLSHIT. how 'bout i tell Jnt your secrets and take it as im doing a good deed? you wont like it right? so dont be unreasonable. okay, maybe i dont know the real story, maybe i dont know how bad Jnt is according to what you said, but to me, he's a nice senior & friend. so i wont judge him just based on what you tell me. i know you're trying to help her. but dont go to the extent that you blame others when you fail to help her. i think you're making things worst instead. you should know how pissed Jnt got that day. & that didnt improve the situation. you asked me if i was angry, & i'd be telling a big lie if i said no. yeah, maybe you think im doing the wrong thing & your absolutely right. but know what? i think it's shit. total shit. go think about it. i dont know what got into me to say all these, or maybe it's just you.

im in a bad mood.
& my sorethroat isnt getting any better.
& mummy doesnt want to let me go for Band tomorrow.
& Wesley (Lummy's friend) said i look like a guy.
RAWR. i need someone to vent my anger on. ):

i dont wanna talk to anybody.
im gonna appear offline & talk to Peabrain & Lummy only. ):

15 days to Lummy's!