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Thursday, October 4, 2007 @ 4:10 PM

oh, by the way. i was really really bored on Monday.
'cause i completed both the English Compo & Letter already.
so i stared at the ceiling, and i suddenly thought of Daniel!
i dont know why though. i just suddenly recalled of his drawings which he posted on his Friendster profile. so i picked my pencil up & started scribbling on one of the rough papers :

(click to enlarge)


not for you to oooh & aaah over it.
but to show how much Daniel inspired me! :D
it's interesting how i actually rather spend my last 25mins drawing this than checking through my work. O:

to hell with you, im sick of how fake you are.
im not angry, i dont blame you at all.
but im just wondering why you just cant forget those grudges
you have against me which happened like what? 1 year ago?
c'mon! did you really think i stole him from you?
i hate it when you rake up the past, even when they're all fake.
i hate it when you get so close to me just because of him.
i hate it when you pretend to be my friend but say all those things behind my back.
i've given in to you from time to time. but what did you do?
get everyone on your side, even my closest ones, and tell them stories about me?
i must admit you're really great! to think i doubted you'd do that at first.
but mark my words, those stupid rumours you spread wont deprive me of deciding what gender of friends i wanna make. be it boys or seniors. face it, you're just unhappy that they prefer me more than you, despite your sexy figure & pretty face.
yes yes, im a big fat flirt who sucks up to boys & seniors. welcome to the club.
because of you, i've lost the interest to study.
because of you, i've wasted all those tears.
because of you, i dont think i wanna go to school anymore.
im sorry for saying all these. im sorry if you know its you.
'cause i really cant take it anymore. i've heard enough.
i still want you as my friend, but i just dont understand why..
i know some of you bother to read the small words.
but please dont tag about it, thanks.

just when im about to break down, everyone's gone.
im tired. i have to keep everything to myself.
'cause no one will believe me. not even the closest ones.
sad to say, not even papae..