"why you dont talk to him?" "i.. dont know what to say."
"are you sad?" "of course la. ilovehimsomuch."
"haix.. maybe you and him really drifting apart.." ")':"
"now maybe even closer to me.." "..."
"you love me?" "i love both. but i knew him longer than you, so.."




dont leave meeeeee ):





PANG JIN ZHUANG & LEE JING YONG & ___ JUN PENG.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE LA YOU ALL.
YOU ALL HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT.
TO THINK YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVED I HAD A REAL BOYFRIEND.
actually, so what if i do?

ZHIYIN IS A GIRL LA.

HAVE I NOT TOLD YOU IM PARTIALLY HOMO?

I KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUS. BUT TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD.
SHE STOLE MY HEART AWAY 1 WEEK + 1 DAY AGO.
give up, you no chance. -.-









SMS {2 days ago}
me : you sms celine right? dont deny. ^^
im sorry if i've offended you, celine.
i was just trying to tease him. ;X
josh : Once in a while.. I also sms annabella once in a while.. Friends cannot meh..
me : woah. steady sia. lol.
josh : Lame la.. I also msg you..
me : im different ma. i attached liao. haix. dun be too sad hor. =/
josh : Haha.. Sad for wad.. I also dun like you..
-some things-
josh : You forgive me right..
me : eee. why you and weeheng ask at the same time one.
josh : You forgive or not
me : ya la ya la. you all loh soh leh.
josh : Haha.. You so nice..
me : O.O dun scare me hor. you say i nice? unbelievable.
josh : Real la..
me : where got. i just say 4 words 'ya la ya la' then i nice liao ar? lol.
josh : Ya.. Very nice..
me : you sacarstic la. -.-
josh : Walau.. Dun believe then don't la.. I feel so hurt
me : LOL. believe then believe la. so emotional for wad.
josh : Haha..
me : my darling fever leh. ):
josh : Wah.. You so pro.. How you know i got fever?
me : ... not you la. thick skin..
josh : Lawl.. Just kidding la.. So wad..
me : so i sad lor. eh ask you sth, -censored question-?
josh : Don't tell you
me : so bad. you broke my heart. )':
josh : Lawl la.. You also so emotional
-some things-
me : not sleeping yet ah you?
josh : No la.. Sms my darling.. Just kidding la.. I don't like you
me : lol. eh. i go sleep liao hor. nights. dont miss me. ^^
josh : Nights.. Dont miss me too..

lmao. he's damn funny luh. we kept being sacarstic, if you know what that means. xP




{/edited}
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you must be so honoured..
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dont tell me i have to do this every week, LOL.




continued..

they were like so damn tall can. i was jumping like a retarded monkey just to prevent them from getting the ball. my thighs so pain. T.T in the end we draw luh. then played another 2 rounds with 1G & 1H. lost la. 1G = all netball girls. 1H = played foul but refree didnt see. the 1H's GK kept going out of the yellow box luh. like wtf.

after that, finished netball, then went to continue doing my undone zuo wen. dammit la, while i was doing, weeheng & joshie {joshua tan} took my phone away & did some shits to it. and fauzi, being a spoilsport of my already-not-happy mood, took my whole fucking bag away. damn pissed. i was too tired and cant really be bothered to chase them. so i just sat there and tried concentrating on my zuo wen. my eyes became damn teary. ):

then weeheng & joshie came over to ask if i was okay. i just gave them some ap & dao-ed them. they scared i will cry luh, so they kept apologising and said they'd pei wo do zuo wen until i forgave them. im surprised they actually waited. it was near 6.30pm already. i was done with my zuo wen, so shun bian waited for zhi xian to finish also then go passup together, while the 2 idiots were still downstairs waiting. after that, came back down, couldnt find my bag. but found the 2 idiots carrying my bag for me instead. they insisted on 'sending me home'. so it was like those primary days, when your maid would carry your bags for you while you walk quietly behind. LOL. it was already 6.45pm, and weeheng stays in tampines. he must have took very long to reach home. i feel so guilty. reached the busstop, weeheng & zhixian took a 33 back first. then me & joshie wait for a 16. he was playing games with my phone and was being very kua zhang : "aiya aiya! flying liao! AHHH! DROP! wa lao eh. the plane drop." LOL. reached home at abt 7. gahhhhhh.




SARAH PIECE OF CRAP continued ~

then went to parkway's time zone. or was it e-zone? ah nvm. we went there to throw some balls. LOL. jocelyn no power that day sia. cant even pass 2nd round of the bball thing. i win her nor. ^^ could only play awhile luh. had to rush for science after that. and i tell you ah, i really want to slap her sia. go all the way from PARKWAY to the 7-ELEVEN at block 79 just to get a pack of ruffles. somemore make me run like siao. biang eh. buay tahan seh this girl. then went for science. we were surprisingly early, so we just rushed through our un-finished hwk first. hehe.

during science.. DISGUSTING LUH, i tell you. jonathan {he's a little disabled} said he wanted to go to toilet. 20mins later, he havent come back. so cher asked ricky to go check on him. ricky ran back pinching his nose whispering : wa liew eh. he shit all over the floor sia. wa lao. then hor, once he stepped into the room, got da bian smell seh. ricky couldnt tahan the smell, he vomitted into his cup of coke, then chiong out of the room go toilet. i could understand his feelings, cause i almost puked too. urgh. so we got this spread-aroma-thingie and on it to max. damn shiok sia. if not confirm long ago die of smelly-ness liao. cher let us leave early luh, cause he knew we couldnt tahan the smell. jocelyn went to find her sister or daddy i think. then i needed to stay at the same place to wait for my sister. i was leaning there and sms-ing ppl luh. then ricky walked passed me ...

ricky : -stare at me-
me : -stare at him-
ricky : -stare at me-
me : -bo pian, continue sms-
ricky : -gives the 'you so cute leh, xiao meimei' look-
ricky : haha. byebye. ^^
me : o.o ..
me : -waved & tried to say byebye but nth came out-

im no small lil kiddy okayyyyyy. ):

today was damn damn fun ~

TODAY
nothing better to talk about for school.
just for the fact that chan-ho made my cute lil sports rep, hidayat CRY.
damn, she really irritates me. i mean, making a student cry is like, fark euu larhhx.
she gave him 0 for almost everything. worst still, she gave most of us a D for character education. im not pissed, just fucked up. _l_

after school, had sports carnival. netball ~ ahhh ~ 1st match against 1F {zhiyin's class}. damn toot la i tell you, got an lin & xiao feng {tall & pro bball guys} in their team seh. somemore both stand near the GS {me leh} one. damn difficult to defeat sia.

continue tmr, no time again. zzz.




tuition today. hah. kingkong & i didnt do homework, agaaaaaaaain. xD
morning. i woke up at 8. sms-ed kingkong what time to meet. she nvr even bother to reply. somemore busy mapling sia. -.- it was 9.45. waiting for 9.50 then go meet her. she called me to say she'd be late so i waited for 9.55 instead.

9.48
k.k. : HARLOW, SARAH AH? {damn loud ok}
me : you call my handphone & ask me if im sarah. -.-
k.k. : eh. you reach liao ma?
me : AUNTIE AR, now what time only.
k.k. : huh.. i reach liao leh. quickly leh.
me : biang eh. wait la. i still at home leh.
k.k. : hanna hanna, quickly hor. byebye.

toot sia she. sometimes you can really vomit blood while talking to her. but i still love her many many. weeee. ^^ kays, there was only me & her in the class. damn boring can. all because of her, i had to change to sunday class. somemore so early in the morning.
imissthesaturdayclassluh. thesundaychersuckslikeshit.
after english, we chiong-ed out luh. then i saw weiyun. haha, my lovely lovely junior. went to eat macs for lunch. saw renee & meiling there. didnt talk much though. jocelyn kept asking me to go to the counter to get sauces for her, zhen tao yan. >:( LOL.

its 11.55pm, and im damn tired. i shall continue tmr.

tune in to the next episode of SARAH'S PIECE OF CRAP ~




story continued :

so we continued our usual hentaks. nothing special after that. blah. went home. :/

TODAY
HOME ECONS WAS LIKE BABOON'S BUTTOCKS! :D
gahhh. i dont know why i said that.
anw, i partnered harvind for econs.
1 blur sotong + 1 blurer sotong = chao ta food. -.-
we both didnt come for the previous cooking lessons luh.
so we were like so blur. worst still, we screwed up.

me : ohmygawd x2! i think the garlic cooked liao leh!
harvind : it's onion. -.-
me : whatever la. err. put carrots & potatoes right?
harvind : ya la. put la.
me : the fire so hot leh..
harvind : aiya you cut the chicken la. i do the cooking.
me : AHHHHH.
harvind : WHAT HAPPEN?
me : the chicken so goey. ._.
harvind : chey. you take over me awhile. i go prepare the starch.
me : i take the flour & water! i duwan cook! wheee ~ byebye ~
harvind : mother la you. -.-
me : -comes back with starch-
harvind : take over. NOW.
me : fine lor you. T.T

ok. the convr was damn funny la. but lazy to type the rest.
our onions + garlics = chao ta.
harvind minced the chicken instead of cubing it as supposed to do. -.-
so our soup didnt look normal luh, we kept pushing to each other the container with the more soup. went back to class. stole a few potatoes & carrots from the stew. DAMN NICE CAN. so we snatched for the more-soup container. LOL. ate it for lunch. ;D

after sku, had games carnival. i thought netball today luh. so i almost changed. but found out that it was monday instead. so i stayed back to cheer for the boys instead. yasmeen, joelle, felicia, widia went home so fast. left me alone. ):

gahhh. soccer boys 1st round out. cause of that stupid penalty kick. aaron tan, that fatty ass, HE TYCO SIA. one kick, goal. WTF. all because of him, 1E OUT. T.T

then for bball. at first, yu hang buay song duwan play liao. so the rest of the players followed him. judge said those players who are not on the court in 5mins disqualified. so yu hang and gang purposely wait 5mins, dun go court, then auto disqualify. LIKE EFFF. they disqualified themself. wtffff. so they wanted to go home liao. then me & chairman went to chase them back. luckily they didnt manage to tahan chairman's nagging so they came all the way back from the busstop. :/ they're so irresponsible. anw, 1st round is 1E vs 1F. like toot, 1F's damn strong in bball. they won us 13-1. fuckitty fuck fuck. 1E OUT, again.

table tennis OUT.
badminton ALSO OUT.

floorball was our only hope. T.T so we went to cheer them like siao la. and know what? we won. uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh ~ 1F vs 1E. weeee. 1EEEEE ~ 3-0 seh. ;D semi-final on monday, awwww.

then we all started worrying for netball. the boys are like : 2 boys can join netball right? I JOIN AR I TELL YOU. i make sure must win no matter what. we will THRASH THE GIRLS!
ok lameeeee. -.-

it started drizzling. so the person-in-charge told us to go home. was busy playing with shafiq's phone, didnt want to go home. then walked to busstop with shafiq while bluetoothing songs to my phone on the way there. i knew weeheng & jonathan were behind me. so i walked afap. definition : as fast as possible. then i saw 16 reaching the busstop. wa piang eh. i chiong-ed for the bus lor. almost brought shafiq's phone home. LOL.

for your info if you'r wondering why im rushing through my post, jin zhuang is pestering my to publish my post asap every night. sheeesh.




YESTERDAY
woot. band was dang fun. i become good friend with a few seniors leh. :DD

1; shi chun he tried to force me to play the trumpet. ._.
2; jin pei i saw her, finally. she's nice. ^^
3; lisee {i think} omg la. that senior who was so fierce the previous practice.

weee. they're so nice. loves! :D

today. we learned this march-7-steps-then-turn-opposite-direction thingie.
and the spin-90-or-360-degrees-while-hentak-ing thingie.
it was difficult to cope luh. so there was this bunch of people {including me} who couldnt do it no matter how many times we tried.
kept wrong-leg-ing & counting wrong timing. :/
so shi chun was like : @#%#^!^!! wrong leg.. wrong timing.. T.T
as if he cannot tahan teaching us like that. LOL.
but he's easier to bully too nice luh. thats why this bunch could slack. ;X
andand he's actually wendy's GODBROTHA! like, what the ahhhh ~

while we were sediyat-ing, joshua kept turning his head and asking me stupid questions. so he kena caught by senior & tio scolding. woots. im proud of you, joshua. ^^v heee. then one of the seniors brought him to see the band majors for punishment i think.

OKOK, jin zhuang is chasing me to plubish my post. so i shall publish my half-written one. ._.

to be continued. tune in to the next episode. :D








im so sorry, brotha.
but i was just so bored.
you wont blame me right?
okay, i know you wont.
you not so petty la hor.
i understand. :/




im back from schooooool ~
during lunch, i found out what THAT GUY's name was. he's called .. uh. jerald i think. felicia said so. hehe. dont get the wrong idea. just that he seems like those kinda tempted-to-bully-or-maybe-flirt-with guy. so i guess he's a good target to kajiao.

xD!

anyanyanywayyyy,
i got back my geog papers today. i failed for both tests. ^^v
8/25 and 9.5/25. woohoo ? ._.
i cant strike no. 25 of my wishlist again. sigh.

after sku, stayed back with felicia to makan & complete zuo wen cause we werent able to complete it in class as we were busy fooling around with alvin + hong zhou + xuan hao + the guy beside him.

me : alvinnnn. how to say dormitory in chinese?
alvin : err. 我们住的地方 lor.
me : slap you. where got such thing one. -.-
fel : actually, it makes sense you know.
me : oh ya. ._. fine. then whats CRC, you know the rope course thingie?
HZ : aiya. just call it 空中活动 la. if not what.
me : must well call it 绳子活动. ._.
HZ : -bangs head on table and makes 'tsk tsk' sound-
alvin : eh, what happen to you? o.o
HZ : wa lao eh. this girl ah. say CRC is 绳子活动 lor. siao.
me : correct what .. ._.
fel : aiya. dont care him la. whats hotdog?
me : o.0 香肠 i think.
XH : 热狗 la! xD
me : hmm. maybe he's right. {being sacarstic}
guybesideXH : -whispers to xuan hao-
guybesideXH : eh eh. help me ask your friend whats flying fox. {he whisper so loud sia}
XH : orh. eh sarah, whats flying fox?
me : 飞狐狸 lor ~
guybesideXH : what she say?
XH : wa lao. she say is 飞狐狸 sia.
me : why? your friend ask me ar?
guybesideXH : haha. ya. if you all like that hor, then rock climbing is 爬石头 le.
me : LOL LOL LOL. is 攀爬 la. xD

rofl. HCL rocks with ppl like them around. ;D

ohyaohyaohya, before that. i went to the bookie shop. went to buy foolscaps. then weeheng & shannon & zhixian 'attacked' me from the back. dang. wee heng, as usual, started pulling my hair as if im some kinda small lil' kid :

MY HAND VEH SUAN HOR. hold on to my hair so long. T.T
so when weeheng came. i dropped everything on my hand and hold on to my rubberband. immediate response. as in, the things on my hand really dropped to the ground uh. ._. that includes my wallet, my foolscap, and a few zuo wen books. of cause they were only interested in my wallet. so they took it and started findin for my ez link luh. duhhh. but i pasted a neoprint on my face. hehe. ^^ so i went chasing them like some retarded monkey :



i love drawing. ^^v

SEE, told ya i looked like a retarded monkey.
then a few of their classmates came over and started going :
"woah ~ sorry ar. disturb your conversation with your new girl."
THEY THINK SO MUCH SIA.
btw, its weeheng, me {clap clap} & zhixian from the left respectively.
and hor, i flipped over the image of the op wallet. so the OP is tombaleh.
SOLLI LA. -.-

and and, they took 10 bucks from my wallet and went to buy things to eat. EFFF.
they force me to treat them seh. T.T luckily they returned me 7 bucks change. means they spent 3 bucks. fook. -.- heng after that they had to go home.

while i was makan-ing, i passed my phone to felicia to 'nego nego' with weeheng. lolllll. he has fever now. served him right. ^^

so me & felicia chiong-ed our work asap. then while we were walking to the staffroom, we saw zhixian again. he was all sweaty and wet. ._. we stare at him. he stare at us. then we just walked pass and pretended we didnt see him. LOL. then felicia had to go home. so i went to the general office alone to pass up the class diary. then walked to the busstop. i saw 16 zoom pass infront of my eyes, again. ._. so suay sia ~ always miss bus ~

there were no seats at the busstop. so i just leaned on the pillar nearby. then i saw wencai. that tall tall npcc dude. he leaned beside me. i was smsing people. then he kept peeping at what i was typing. can tell la, so obvious. so, i did this damn lame thing luh. i purposely typed :

look what look huh. never see girl smsing boyfriend before ar. ._.

then i turned and saw him smirking then he looked away. LOL. damn funny luh i tell you. who ask him look at my sms first. xP

okie, buaibuai. (:

sirong called me during lessons.
1 missed call. D:
most probably to ask me to entertain him luh.
oh well, heng i had tuition.
if not i'd have to tell him all about my life.
which includes who i like,
he does not believe im not interested in boys but girls instead. :/
and how ugly a certain girl/boy in my class is,
LAUGH. OUT. LOUD. xP
and about all the boys in my class,
kao. boys from my class sucks man. 'cept some.
aiya, all sorta stuffs la.
we gossip ALOT. muahaha.
and he still havent tell me his new crush luh. ):
i miss those times. :/




{/edited-ed}

wee. i learned 2 words today. :D
TQ GABBIE KORKOR~ <3

#1
Verb : Huan Lo
Definition : THE OPPOSITE OF Don't care {means care la. -.-}

#2
Verb : MIA
Definition : Missing In Action

i wanna know wads aw ar aw & pjb.
someone teach meee. )):

i know whats pjb already. it's a bad word, i guess. ._.
but what the hell does "pua" means? ._.

hee. i also know whats pua liao. ^^

went for eng tuition just now. changed to sunday de. THE NEW CHER BORING DAO SIAO SIA. talk so much crap. jocelyn couldnt make it today. no king kong = no life. )):



haix.
where'd you go?
i miss you so.
since like it's been forever,
that you answered your phone.

she said "i promise i'll on my phone,
call me till i answer, and dont show off your phone."
i don't understand why you have to be so toot,
i called you continuosly but you still dont answer your phone,
and, i find myself trying to stay by the phone,
cause your voice always helps me puke out my food,
but i feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
but when i pick up i hear you yacking away,
so, i want you to know it's a little fucked up,
that i'm stuck here listenin', to your shit ass naggin',
tellin' you that i've had it with you and your phone,
me sitting alone going "where'd you go?"

i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you answered your phone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you answered your phone,
please answer your phone.

JOCELYN AR, PLEASE ANSWER YOUR PHONE. T.T




random memories :

#1
me : mummy. is outside food allowed? :D
mama : no. why?
me : mos burger opposite only leh. so tempting. ):
mama : why? what you want buy?
me : CORN SOUPP! :D
mama : duwan la! so small cup only but so ex.
me : it's MOS BURGER corn soup ma.
mama : i also can cook corn soup lor..
me : it's PROFESSIONAL corn soup. -.-
mama : NO. eat your noodle. and shaddup.
me : ...

#2
me : you bitch. :D
zul : -gives a veh kua zhang D: expression-
zul : no you didnt, you whore.
me : you slut.
zul : you bitchy slutty whore.
me : you slutty whorey bitch.
zul : you whorey bitchy slut.
me : you slutty bitchy whorey bitch slut whore. ok. cher call me le. byebye. ^^

#3
me : cher. i wear skirt leh. so i CANT DO THE ACTIVITY RIGHT? :D
cher : you wear shorts lor. i know.
me : I NEVER. -thinks : shit, how he know-
cher : you must be thinking how i know right?
me : O.O
cher : a girl, who has short term memory, and whose name is sarah, told me so.
me : -.- i did? SHIT LA. please please pretty pretty please cher. i duwan do the activity. T.T
cher : you wore shorts. so go do now. ^^
me : -.-

kays. nitezxzxzxzx.




today went for the commitee training luh. it was fun. ((: 'cause i got to skip band. no need henta liao. hehe. :D anw, christina still didnt come in the end luh. she's chairman by tha way. she went for the campus superstar audition. she'd rather pay 40 bucks than to miss the audition. aww. :/ but anw, she didnt get her turn today. so she's singing tmr instead. gambateh wor, christina! :] k, back to main point. so.. the commitee was training was fun luh. shoot, i think i repeated that. :/ we got to know the other classes' chairmans & vices. so we were grouped according to our roles luh. i went looking around for vices. unfortunately, i lost my way. but found my way in the end. o.o so we sat down & discussed about the questions in our booklet. we werent really doing what we were suppose to do la. we were supposed to finish the questions. but we starting to complain about how the chairmans could slack & pass all the work to the vices luh. heng my class de chairman not like that uh. xP it was like : chairman VS vice ar!~ then we started argueing. LOL. then i saw 1D's chairman there luh. so i went over to kajiao him.

{i duno his name sia}
him : -doing push ups-
me : i know you like my chairman ~
him : -falls on ground with a thud-
me : O.O LAX BOY, LAX.
him : I DONT LIKE HER KAY.
me : it's obvious la.
him : -rolls eyes & continues with push ups-
me : ignore me right. YOU GOOD.
me : -kicks his arse-
him : -falls again with bigger thud-

dang. he's so funny i could laugh not only my ass off. maybe even my head. o.o
andandand, for yer info, his hairstyle is like :



yes, EXACTLY like THAT. the fringe is like ZOOM, straight.

i find that most of the tk boys have no standard.
they are either anti-girls / see-face-want-to-puke / got attitude prob /
talk to him will vomit blood / choke on the blood and die /
WA PIANG, really want to slap / VERY VERY tall {e.g. xu lin, kun jie} /
VERY VERY small-sized {e.g. hidayat. =X}. only a few pathetic shuai ges.
& damn, none are from my class. =XX

omg la. i cant believe i said that. D: im so so sorry, but that's the horrible truth. :/ anyway, where was i? SEE, i lost the main point again. uhh, we were talking abt kajiao-ing 1D's chairman. YEAH, okay, i shall continue. then he was the only chairman {extraded siaaa} in the group luh. the rest all vice. so we all sabo him. muahaha. i knew more people today. {got more connections seh} xD

- hafis {or hasif or hasifis or whatever. i duno how pronounce la.}, the vice of 1A.
- weiying, 1B's vice i think. i thought she was tns de seh. she looked familiar. o.o
- suhaida, the vice of 1H. she's a veh tall vballer. :D
- wen cai, {that tall freak. ):} who is the replacement of 1C's chairman. i heard he's veh irritating & likes to disturb girls. D:
- amanda & mian yu. knew them @ random. LOL.
- AND THERE WAS THIS OTHER GUY. i forgot his name. ahh. D:

'cause of this commitee thingy. i didnt get to go for my band audition luh. ): i still havent choose my instrument leh. I DESPO LUH. I WANT INSTRUMENTS. I DUWAN DRILLS. mr sumitra told me to go for audition the next practice. sigh. T.T

then everytime when got teabreak. we go down canteen. then i go find shannon kajiao him. hehe. show him how relax i am, no need do drills. ^^v by the way, did you know that shannon's a guy? if you did not, not surprising luh. ._.

talking about shannon,
i havent seen zhi xian & wee heng & alvin for so long.
i kinda miss how wee heng & zhi xian gang up to take my things, somehow.
and how alvin would give me that blur look & go "huh..?" whenever i ask him to help me take my things back. and also how he chases me to return him his 2 piece foolscap which i owed him since last month.
i miss those bunch of twits, surprisingly. :/

monday is arriving. i have not completed my hwk.
& i have to see that fucked up face of chan-ho again.
how sad. how annoying. how shitty. gahh.

i noticed i striked alot of things today.




{/edited}


i have projects.
i have homework.
i have workSHITs.
i have people going "hi".
so you'd probably hear me go "hihihi".
then i have people replying "dont disturb la".
like fuck. i hate you for that, fauzi. -.-
sian diao.

i learnt a new word. :DD

Verb : Pang Seh {i thought it was typo error for pangsai luh}
Definition : Leaving someone alone / Ignoring someone

wee. iloveahkor. he teach me de. -.-

i still duno whats :
1) aw ar aw
2) pjb
3) huan lo

someone teach me? xP

today. sianz ar. so went to find ah ding {cousin laa} in maple.
we went to explore ludi. he died. sigh. expected. ._.
told him not to provoke the buffoon. but..

me : you cant defeat it la. DONT PROVOKE IT.
ding : ^_^
me : dont you dare..
ding : -shoots steely at it-
me : you asked for it -.-
ding : aiya. its not as if it'll hit me. wont die de.
-buffoon uses magic to hit ding-
ding : -immediately mati-
me : WAHAHA. omg la. you died. xD
ding : WTF.
me : told you you'll die. -.-



its spelled as BUFFOON bytheway. double o. i write wrongly. -.-

moral of story :
you should really listen to what sarah says you know. it helps. it prevents you from dying and losing experience. morever, listening to what sarah says keeps you young & strong &amp;amp; healthy & pretty & cute & whatsoever. that was just a bunch of crap. ._.

okay. buhbye.




eli is so cute. xP
she drew me a blue fist of fury.
& some other cute stuff.
she makes me so happy.
i love eli luh. :DD








CAMP i guess it's a little too late to blog about this. but oh well.

1st day
reached the nature park. unpacked our bags. then had some boring briefing. we were not paying attention luh. so we played around with shafiq's billabong hat. heehee. then duwan return him. 5 girls VS 1 boy. xD then we took his torchlight, his bag, his everything ~ okayy. then returned him in the end. 'cause no more ci ji. then changed to track pants to go for some rock climbing and rope courses. gahh. not enough time. so i only got to do the rock climbing. wendy was the first to climb all the way to top. she's one adorable girl i tell ya. :D andandand the night hike totally rocked man. we had to walk in the dark (at night, DUH, thats why its called a night hike) through the forest and try to find out way out. in group of fives. so fauzi, kohwee, me, ongsim & yasmeen were in one group. we had to hold hands. ok la, then i suay suay had to hold kohwee's hand lo. his hands are like zombie's i tell you. o.O anw, we were all scaring each other & claiming that we saw pontianaks luh. damn lame. then at the end of the whole thing, daryl said he married 4 pontianaks & had many babies with them during the hike. xD anyway, pictures! :D

ongsim & felicia



wendy! :D



veena. she's shy. xD



okayy. the 2nd day. we practically ran in the rain for the whole day. which was the cause of my high fever. so yeah, nothing much. more pictures :

one of our trainers. hah. he was tryin to act cute.



koh wee. his hands are like zombie's & so is his face. ._.



tata ~




Some say we're never meant to grow up
I'm sure they never knew enough
I know the pressures won't go
Away
It's too late

Find out the difference somehow
It's too late to even have faith
Don't think things will ever change
You must be dreaming

Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

Believe me 'cause now's the time to try
Don't wait, the chance will pass you by
Time's up to figure it out
You can't say it's too late

Seems like everything we knew
Turned out were never even true
Don't trust, things will ever change
You must be dreaming
(Dreaming)

Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all (Wake me up, wake up)
It's so easy after all

Some say we're better off without
Knowing what life is all about
I'm sure they'll never realize the way
It's too late

Somehow it's different everyday
In some ways it never fades away
Seems like it's never gonna change
I must be dreaming
(Dreaming, Dreaming)

Sleep before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all
Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all







39.0 degrees. )':

mama brought me to doc.
became 39.2. gahh. T.T






down with fever. gahhh. )':
not going to school tmr.
shall blog about camp when recovered.